holy guacamole!

No seriously, that green stuff is glowing. o.o

haha it's been a while. Lotsa crap's been happening with me so it's been difficult for me to blog. Mostly emotional stuff, like my grandma passing away (may she rest in peace) and a bunch of other stuff that I won't name here. If you know me, you know what I've been through.

ALSO! Take a look at my good friend's blog. You can find her link in the "other awesome people" section, once I put it there... which will hopefully be very very soon. (I love you sis!)

... yes, she is both my friend AND my sister. deal with it. =D

Pandora rocks, just so you know. I went there and typed in "like a g6" and this awesome radiostation was created! Loki keeps making his own stations and for a while I thought he was addicted. ... Now I see why. <3 Seriously people, go check it out.

Let's see, what else...? OH RIGHT. More drama, WHEE! =.= My right ankle is shot. I went to the hospital about a week ago or so and they said "arthritis" but the orthopedist says "sprained ankle." All I know is they gave me a crapton of strong painkillers (generic Vicadin), an ace bandage, and told me to follow up with a specialist. Is it bad that I'm not really sure what to think? I mean really. If it's arthritis, I have a disease that is generally seen in 80 year old individuals but is never going to heal, ever... and if I have a sprained ankle then I have to stay off of it for a few weeks, crutches included. @_@ holy cow.

OH! And my mother is out of the state until June. HOLY COW! I'm so happy with that! Things get cleaned when I want them cleaned, I don't have to hear bitching about everything, and I may even be able to drive, finally!

Dude, and I also got to thinking: What would the world be like if we all had something we were SUPER good at, enjoyed, and everyone knew it because it was blatantly obvious? I don't mean "decent", either. This is what I mean: What if everyone had something that they were uber-good at, like a model has her uber-good looks? Something that nobody could seriously deny the awesomeness. I think that, if that were the case, there would be a drastically lower rate of suicide and self-esteem issues, and songs like "Firework" by Katy Perry wouldn't be needed. (Don't get me wrong, I love the HELL out of that song... but I think it was born of a need of some sort, not love of music. Konda obvious, that one.) People would actually RESPECT and VALUE one another! Granted I think there would be some jealousy issues but we deal with that every day, yes? Even on an unconscious level, we deal with it.

If I could pick that one thing that I'd be good at... I'd really have a tough time of it. I think it'd come out as a tie between three things: Writing, singing, or creating jewelry. But if I couldn't choose and I had to look at myself objectively to find it, I realize that I'm really good at consoling others in times of need and giving sound advice. I'm also quite good at playing devil's advocate, so methinks I'd be an excellent therapist with the qualities I have RIGHT NOW. The only problem now is, going to college for six years.

SO PEOPLE, riddle me this: if you could choose just ONE thing that you'd be a superstar as, what would it be and why? Also, look at yourself objectively and tell me what you're already good at. I don't need specifics (ex - instead of saying "riding my boyfriend until he cums three times and we're both sore", say "sex." I don't want any mental images, please.)


I'm out.

Blessed Be,
SNT

Listening: La Roux, Bulletproof (Tiborg Remix)
Drinking: Sprite Zero! YUM!